Next Time That Star Shoots Across the Sky...

yoyo what what!

2005-06-04T17:34:55Z

im not gonna be posting in lj anymore because i just dont want to anymore. i dont see the point really and thats about it.
anyways.....i dont know how to close account or anything i guess i just leave it alone until it delets itself :S hmm anyways. its been fun! ...bye!

"so this is what they call, another endless night" --Alexisonfire

--Del

...try and think of something quick.

2005-06-02T00:04:31Z

wow...havent wrote in a while i guess.
I GOT MSN BACK! OH YA YOU KNOW IT! DAMNNNNN STRAIGHT!
WHOOT WHOOT! and its an even better version and we got the new Windows XP nad its wayyy better. I heart my computer bunches. In other news, I think nothing.
Next week is exams. and im screwed. but i dont care much.
things are sucking a little at home but....
im hoping they get better and i gotta stop buggin my mom.
its really gonna make her blow one day.
and i will be scared. i just want a lot to happen this summer in terms of having somethig to do and not being bored and iuno...i just want a good summer. not like the last uhhhh 14! haha!
anyways im a boring nerd. i should go. bye.

" in your eyes you were the one that tried. Acceptance is what holds us here, you my dear are the one I fear tonight." -Underoath

--Del

you need me like a bad habit.

2005-05-25T22:31:11Z

hmmmmm,
lifes a bitch sometimes aint it?
isn't it so weird how you think you've got something planned out and you know exactly what you want and exactly what you dont want and....
things just dont turn out.
and everything seems odd.
and sad.
and crazy.
damn. it would just be so much easier if things turned out how i planned.
they still can.
gotta keep hoping cause honestly, what else is left to do?

"I dont wanna fall to pieces I just wanna sit and stare at you, and I dont wanna talk about it, cause I'm in love with you." - Avril Lavigne.

P.S I dont listen to avril much but i just like that quote lots.

...dont go quietly

2005-05-23T14:47:18Z

last couple days have been alright.
Sundays plans didnt really work out but at least ive still been out all weekend and not sitting around at home <--how boring.
I watched Spanglish last night. I saw it in theatres too but it was still good.
haha. i love that movie. its real cool. I <3 Bernie
oookkkk. well my msn and e-mail is still not working. i can get on a cheap version of msn through iloveim.com but i still need to use my cousins computer to get e-mails. thank goodness theirs is fixed.
sooo...exams are in a little while. how weird.
This year is almost done. scaryness. but its also cool cause i dont think i liked this year too much. and im looking forward to summer and just being able to do what i want when i want and all that great stuff.
I guess im still scared that my mom might totally blow and decide she still wants to move all the way to NFLD. but im hoping that doesnt happen.
I think we are safely here for the summer anyways cause spenc and krissy are in soccer and stuff so that is cool.
Anyways, i wrote lots so i should go.
Until next time,

"She keeps on asking do you think it hurts much to die? Well it's hurting so muhc more to stay alive now."-From Autumn to Ashes

--> Del

...kiss me im contagious.

2005-05-19T02:26:58Z

ok well. umm i cant remember last time i posted so here goes...
this week has been really great.
I havent been as worried anymore but...
bad things can still happen.
ok so...my ISU in health/gym was due on monday and its now going on thursday and i still havent done it.
im not sure why.
either 2 reasons. number 1, ive been to busy and number 2, i just dont wanna.
I'm not going to Gym tomorrow and probably not on Friday either so...basically i got until next monday : ) ohhh ya. she better not take marks off. its worth 10 percent of my grade :S...damn.
hey wait! no school on monday! lmao i just remembered. alllrighhttty. until tuesday! haha im such a lazy ass dork. meh.
ok sooo....moods been up around the house lately but grandma left today and im sad. i love my grandma.
alright...about this weekend i dont know what im doing yet.
something probably on sunday. just because im that cool. hah!...damn liars they know how to piss ya off. lol
ok well this is getting a little long so im gonna end it now. bye

missyoutodeath @ 2005-05-14T11:05:00

2005-05-14T15:13:27Z

hmmm the last couple days have sucked.
yesterday and the day before particularly badly.
I was gonna go to the mall yesterday but couldn't because my mom was having a real bad day and we were at my aunts house and it all just didnt work out.
but were going next weekend so its all good. hopefully.
Well in the last week i guess i have gotten some real weird news and I dont know how to take it.
So....heres to hoping next week will be better.
<3's out to everyone

"I used to think maybe I loved you, now baby I'm sure"

missyoutodeath @ 2005-05-12T16:25:00

2005-05-12T20:30:39Z

ok..its been a while since I updated so here goes

i havent been on msn in so long and its killing me. litterally.
i dont know how much longer things are gonna keep spiraling (wow...rad word) downward here but im hoping a lot of things go my way in the next little while
So uhhhh im probably going out to the mall tomorrow nite and thats fun.
I think I have much stuff to think over in the next little while.
...but i gotta stop being scared and just decide to go for something for once and if i fail and fall on my face like a fucking loser then at least i tried right?...man all i need is just someone to tell me im right about this one.

are we really happy with who we are right now?

2005-05-08T12:16:17Z

well the last week has been alright.
Grandma is here and shes baking us all lots of cookies!
that sounds so cliche but i swear...its happening.
In Gym this week we've been doing field hockey..
and im actually good. my teacher told me to try out for the team next year!
I couldnt do anything this weekend because like i said grandma is here and we've all been down at my aunts house for the last 4 days and we are going over there again today. but i dont mind it because my aunt cooks good food.
oh and its mothers day so i wouldnt be doing anything today anyways.
Yesterday I rolled down a hill you know like we used to do when we were little
aww it was so much fun! haha. yes it was with my 4 year old cousin but it was still soooo fun. until the bee came :|...
dont wanna go there. that was scary stuff. anyways this is getting too long.
I should go and maybe start getting ready. we will have to go in a bit.

"Do you remember the times, when you and I were fine, hiding under the apple tree, there was no one but you and me. We would hide from passing cars, and we would have the summer stars, and we were better than, than we'd ever been before and you came back to me after walking out my door, and you'd call me on the phone before you even got home and without me, you said you were all alone" (wow that was a long one) - Taking Back Sunday

nights like this are never ending, I tried so hard to make this perfect

2005-04-27T23:45:06Z

ok well lets see. nothing new at all.
School sucks so much! ahh i hate it there.
I feel like going out and having fun right now but....
Geography has got me some homework and its very annoying
I plan on making a new layout for this here journal
I'm just trying to find the right pictures and get all the codes/overrides that I need
So that should be cool

"I talk to much to my self, and I turn my back on my faith. It's like glass, and we break, I wish no one in my place"
Brand New

--> Del

missyoutodeath @ 2005-04-24T12:41:00

2005-04-24T16:46:24Z

hmmm...today has been boring.
No life. mom is being really weird lately and things are just shitty....
Friday was cool but then its like the weekend just went downhill after that.
Still have homework to do and no desire to actually do it.
Maybe im just sad and angry cause of the weather.
It's been raining all weekend and I usually like that but because everyone is just in such a bad mood...the weather sucks.
How lame.
Anyways I have school tomorrow and that is not cool. 12 minute run in Gym and that is not looking so good.
Ok well I have run out of useless things to say so im gonna stop writing now. bye.

"Give me all your poison, give me all your pills, give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill" -MCR

--> Del

missyoutodeath @ 2005-04-23T15:56:00

2005-04-23T20:00:11Z

ok I did this survery thing because I was that bored. I got the link off of Jake's lj....which is real cool. so umm here it is.

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 85596 times on bzoink!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::	Deleta
Birthplace ::	Toronto
Age ::	14 :(...kinda sucks
Age you act ::	....14....
Current location ::	on my computer
Eye color ::	brown
Hair color ::	dark brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::	righty
Zodiac sign? ::	scorpio : )
Height? ::	5'2
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::	I am just ,..Canadian
Your hair ::	is brown and somewhat long and never stays straight
Your fears ::	the amnity ville horror is all that comes to mine. that was scary :\|
Your perfect room ::	big and kinda dark and full of lots of people I love hanging with
What you practically do in a day ::	wake up, watch T.V, come on the computer and acoid doing homework
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::	i kinda say like to much
Phrases you overuse ::	what the fuck
Your first thought when you wake up ::	shit i have school
Your greatest accomplishment ::	I dont have one, I'm a nerd
Something you want to do ::	pass science. its just horrible
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::	pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::	Burger King
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::	Britney Spears
Chocolate or vanilla ::	chocolate
Adidas or Nike ::	nike
Black or white ::	black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::	bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::	hot dogs
Egypt or France ::	france...j'aime le francais! haha
Rock or rap ::	rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::	not very much. hardly ever.
Cuss ::	...a bit
Sing well ::	i dont think so
Sing in the shower ::	ya...
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::	no
Believe in yourself ::	not really
Like taking these longass surveys? ::	only when im bored
Play an instrument ::	yes
Want to go to college? ::	yes
Want to get married? ::	i think i do but...it would have to be the right person
Want to have children? ::	i havent decided. but not a lot of them if i do
Think you're a health freak? ::	no
Get along with your parents ::	ya i think so
Get along with your siblings? ::	kinda. ya
Think you're popular ::	no. not at all
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::	no we dont have states here
Drank alchohal ::	ya
Smoke ::	ya i think so. ya.
Get high ::	i cant remember how long ago it was.
Done any drugs ::	^^
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::	no
Been on stage ::	yes
Gone skinny dipping ::	no
Been dumped ::	no
Dyed your hair ::	yes
Stolen anything ::	no
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::	all of them
Loudest ::	Connie
Most shy ::	Katie
Blondest ::	fucking Amanda!
Smartest ::	Jenny
Kindest ::	Jessica...but in an evil way
Best personality ::	uhh that is hard.
Most talented ::	Jenny Kim
Best singer ::	Jenny...again.
Most ghetto ::	Connie that gangsta girl
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::	Kayla! (my cousin. shes the only one i cant think of)
Pain in the ass ::	Andrew or Kyle
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::	all of them at one point. but id say Heather..no offence
Funniest ::	that is hard. I would say Steph she says/thinks up some funny stuff.
Best person for advice ::	Tie: Manda, Katie and Andrew
Dependable ::	Manda and Katie
Trustworthy ::	Andrew
Druggie ::	Steph. lol shes the one who does the most.
Most likely to end up in jail ::	Connie
Person you've known the longest ::	Jenny and Heather. since like Kindergarden!
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::	dont remember
Last nightmare ::	dont remember but last night the I saw the little girl from the Amnity ville horror in my head. scary.
Car ride ::	yesterday
Last time you cried ::	....yesterday. or the day before
Last movie seen ::	the Amnity Ville Horror
Last movie rented ::	Lader 49
Last book read ::	the perks of being a Wallflower. again.
Last word said ::	what
Last curse word said ::	fuck
Last time you laugh ::	I think last night but I dont know for sure
Last phone call ::	....to Steph. or Jessica. i cant remember
Last CD played ::	War All the Time from Thursday
Last song you listened to ::	Dare You to Move by Switchfoot was on T.V
Last annoyance ::	my little brother and sister
Last IM ::	i believe it was shawn
Last weird encounter ::	the man who laughed at strange times
Last person you hugged ::	I think it was Sam or Angie. that waslike 2 weeks ago! lmao I never get hugged :(
Last person you yelled at ::	my mom or brother and sister
Last time you wore a skirt ::	psh. i dont even know. like grade 2
Last time you've been evil ::	yesterday. im so mean!
Sarcastic? ::	earlier this morning
Last time you fought with your parents ::	yesterday
Last time you wished upon a star ::	I dont think ever...or when I was really young maybe
Played Truth or Dare ::	so long ago. uhh I believe it was on our little girls night thing like 3 or 4 months ago!
Spent quality time alone ::	a couple days ago
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::	no
Do you feel lonely ::	yes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::	nope sounds fun tho
How about egging someone's house ::	yes. but thats a long story
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::	uhh...sure...
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::	no
Yo Momma ::	hey...I know her!
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::	...yes. on many occasions
What do you think of George Bush? ::	I think hes alright but im just gonna say im happy he isnt running my country
Any secret fetishes? ::	no i dont think so
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::	no
How many languages do you speak? ::	1 and a half. I can kinda speak French
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::	nope they are just fine
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::	?...no...?
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ok anyways. the last couple days have been ok i guess. but life at home is starting to suck real bad. but last night was cool. and there are a couple things coming up im kinda looking forward to so that should be cool. ok not much else to say. im out now. bye.

"honestly how can you say those things, when you know they dont mean anything" - TBS

--Del

--Del

dont believe me when I tell you, it's just what anyone would do

2005-04-19T01:22:50Z

ok well. i havent posted here for about ahhhh 5 or 6 days i believe from what i can remember. still nothing great to say on here. school was actually good today just because sex-ed with the people in my class is just absolutely hilarious....saran rap?!?! ...honestly.
Anyways...guess who now has a 76 in science...oh ya me! haha. and Mr. Leah never came for me and Tyler first period for skipping on Friday. we were scared and watching the door all morning. ok maybe thats a little exaggerated. im not sure whats going on this weekend but i hope i have some fun. anyways i wrote more than i thought i would. good enough.

"sorry for the time I said too much, I was just so afraid we'd fall out of touch"

--Del

you just dont see me anymore and I've been losing everything

2005-04-13T21:49:15Z

ok well school sucks like always so im not gonna talk about that anymore. ive moved from being really pissed and sad the little while to being frustrated and just plain out angry whilst trying not to let it show.
I tried this week, I really did. I tried to make everyone happy honestly, i just dont know if i can. i was thinking that maybe if i just try and move forward then we could all just be content but i dont know if that will be happening any time soon.
ok well wow i havent updated in a while.
I went to the mall on friday and...it was the shit! had some seriously good laughs and its been a while since ive been able to do that so its definitely good. but then its like as soon as i got back home...everything was shitty again. and it sucks. and thats what is frustrating. maybe its just me being selfish and never happy. maybe im the one who is wrong here but it just doest seem like i should have to be miseralbe for the next couple of years to make a few other people happy. but then again like i said it could just be me....anywyas hope it all goes by ok and maybe fixes its self. im trying to to sound like an ass here...i really am. honestly, im trying.

"Throwing away pieces of what I wished I could be"

--Del

last time I talked to you, you were lonely and out of place

2005-04-03T18:02:19Z

ok well not much new. went out today with my mom and got groceries cause she asked me to go with her so i did.
this weekend was kinda boring but it was also good because I needed lots of time to think and get things in their place. uhhh I took this quiz and discovered I am the Something Corporate Song...Konstantine! I love that song! and Something Corporate so thats cool. The Quiz was called...which something corporate song are you! haha the irony is great! well I should get going now because I have school tomorrow and lots of Geo homework to do (thanks to Kirsten Richard and Scott...great times in geo...ohhh man)
Ok well I dont have much else to say.
It's been kinda sucking lately. but thats ok I guess. everyone gets that way sometimes....

"what they call love is a rish cause you will always get hit out of nowhere by some wave and end up on your own"

--Del

missyoutodeath @ 2005-03-31T20:41:00

2005-04-01T01:42:43Z

i just read the last post and things sound really bad. just wanted to say im not trying to make it like that. i just have a bad time of explaing things nicely. so dont take it so harshly/bad if it sounds horrible.

when secrets sound better than the truth, it's a little bit hard to feel

2005-04-01T01:39:06Z

lets see. does...the shittiest week in the history of all weeks sum it all up? my quest to get my mom to move is not going so well. life is sucking but i hope its gonna get better soon. moms been mad at me lately. shes caught me crying the last 3 days. not that im sad but its more like im frustrated and i just cry when I get like that. I havent slept much in the last 4-5 nights. how can I? too much happening. to much to sort out.
Anyways today was particularly bad. I think this was the first time in my life that I honeslty hated my friends. I dont hate them now but in the moment. i was mad. they are great and Im not mad at them but...today just really pissed me off.luckily we got the afternoon off so we never ad to sort out taht problem cause I wouldnt have wanted to say something that would sound real bad.
It just seems like me Manda and Katie arent friends anymore but just them and I feel bad but... I mean we are still friends and I dont hate them but they seem to be mad at me so im just gonna let it stay like that. its not up to me and im to tired of caring anymore.
wow this all sounds really bad and i dont want it to but what else is there to say? anyways i should go now.

ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out...wish I knew

2005-03-27T02:53:48Z

well ok lets see. i only posted a couple of days ago so nothing too big to report. i died my hair. uhh and thats sad that on a long weekend thats all i have to say but everything was closed on friday and tomorrow so there is only today to do stuff and i was busy all day so no go.
ya so the hair is ok i guess.just a bit darker. i like it. i just hope it stays this way
alrightyyyy...so today me and my mom went out and i bought a book for my music test/playing thing on tuesday :| kinda scared but i think I will be able to master the song so its aaaalllll good.
we spent i guess a couple hours whilst looking for the book and going to like 3 grocery stores and places like such. but it was ok beacuse at least i was out all day and it didnt feel like my day was a complete waste. je suis also saw une hot hot boy in Sobeys. ahhhhh I LIKE THAT.
ok well I really have nothing else to say because im boring like that right about now. goodbye.

"the hurting seems so painless from the distance of passing cars" ....<3'S that song a large amount.

--Del

your about to lose sight of becoming an influence

2005-03-25T16:48:05Z

lets see...ok so last time i posted was on monday and i said school sucks and like usual it still does. my marks are bad in 3 of my 4 calsses so that isnt really a great thing. thank goodness ive got a 90 in Geography.
This weekend is the long weekend! wahooo 4 days off...and then next week is only a 3 day week! hahaha school is the best sometimes. but only when we are not there :S if that makes sense.
Yesterday I bought more hair dye. I'm just dying my hair a bit darker brown. I keep having a feeling that something big happened and I cant think of what and its bothering me quite a lot. hmmm well if I do remember I shall post it again later.
Well I am quite busy right now and I am doing lots of things so I should be going and getting them done. goodbye.

"it's a shame I don't think that they'll notice, it's a shame I doubt they even care, dont let me down"

--Del

take take, everything, and leave me scrambling for something that wasn't there in the first place

2005-03-21T23:45:36Z

well lets see. friday i went to see the ring 2 with the katie. it was ok i guess. kinda sucked and was not scary at all tho.[remembers weird part with fucked up deer]
Saturday I really cant remember but im gonna guess that I sat around or watched T.V or something. oh!! I think I watched some movies. uhh ya! I saw Ladder 49, which was kinda sad but a bit boring but I totally respect those firefighters! ....then I watched Taxi which is just fucking hilarious! <3's to Jimmy Falon and Queen Latifa then I watched this movie called the Flight of the Phoenix which was alright I guess then i watched Van Whilder for about the 1000th time because i just love that movie! [listen here you little fuck stains] LMMFAO a classic!
Ok Sunday....ummm sat aroundand.....watched Van Whilder again [shame] and then I was gonna go out but then my mom found out i hadnt done ANY of my homework for the march break so she kinda changed her mind. no night out for me :( hopefully something good this weekend comes up. ok well today school sucked and I hate it like usual. rrrrr makes me mad sometimes. ok well im out.

" up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing up"

-Del (oh you i just remember i watched its a guy thing on sunday too)

hmm ....today

2005-03-18T04:56:50Z

lets see. well yesterday i went to le mall with manda and katie and we got disgusting in east side marios for dinner like usual. I HAD MY FIRST FUNNEL CAKE. uhhh ok lets see uhh ya we had some fun watching the perverted man in the mall food court and manda and her sexy blondness and i walked by to see what he would do. katie who was staking out at the bar/bench thing we were sitting at told us that he had indeed watched us...the dirty nasty ass man!
uhh thats all that really happened there

Today...i woke up early and got my brother and sister ready cause my mom was out with my aunt and her kids somewhere and then we had to go to the dentist which sucks because the fluoride and polish stuff makes me real sick! blaghack!

ok well nothing else to say uhhhh i might go to see the ring 2 tomorrow! ahahaha should be good. uhh ok well thats all i have to say for now. im out.

"I will never ask if you dont ever tell me, I know you well enough to know you never loved me"

-Del

a good night

2005-03-15T23:32:02Z

well lets see. today and yesterday were alright. yesterday i came on the computer for like 4 hours and was talking to katie and steph all afternoon. last night i had a breakthrough so to speak and it was real good. threw out all my sutff ive been holding on to. through out pictures, letters and all of that great stuff and basically went on a rampage...

The reason for all of this somewhat violence was i went outside wearing just a t-shirt and pants and stood out there listening to our lady peace for about 15 minutes and this might sound odd but i was a bit inspired. came to the realization that I know what I truly want and I gotta make it happen... so tomorrow i might do something with manda and katie then probably go home watch some movies, come on the computer again. and then that is all. ok well this has been a good enough entry for today. ill be going now. goodbye.

"it's the way that he makes you feel, its the way that he kisses you, its the way that he makes you fall in love"

-Del

damnit your so young, well I dont think I care [OH]

2005-03-13T20:51:23Z

well yesterday was alright. i posted then too. kinda boring but whatever. well i was on the computer all night until about 12 and then i watched some tv and then went to bed. today has been ok. watched the girl next door. felt perverted watching it. played some pac man. i am the best at that game. ever. and now, im on the computer. its still pretty early so i dont know waht im gonna do for the rest of the day but so far its been aiight.
wanna do something this break but honestly, have no clue what. things are seriously sucking with my dad at the moen but what else is new. thinking too much again. waht else is new? sometimes i can be pretty fucked. i could have actually done something today but katies gone and i would feel weird calling anyone else on a sunday. thats when people seem to do shit. well i dont have much else to babble on about now so i should get a move on.

"Im willing to break myself to shake this hell from everything I touch"

when the dance is through its me and you, come on would it really be so bad?

2005-03-13T03:04:02Z

well today was alright but it also kinda sucked. i did lots of thinking but it wasnt in the bad way this time. i just figured stuff and kinda figured out what i want and im not to sure if its a good thing. i pretty much sat on my ass all day and watched tv. i saw kangaroo jack today and it was actually kinda funny. i wanna do something over the march break i just dont know what and the whole zoo/skating thing with amanda and heather...well im not sure if its a joke or not and i dont think i would really want to anyways. the mall is ok when you have money and a purpose to be there and to get things but other than that its just like a ritual and gets boring unless you are there with bunches of people. ive kinda been in a bad mood recently whne it comes to my friends and i dont know why. its kinda like i just wanna...well i cant explain it. very confused right now and this could be crucial. so many decisions. i hate it. spend the last couple days missing a certain someone and i hate that too. hopefully tho...things will be getting better. but i cant honestly say its been bad i just feel kinda blah. if that makes sense. anyways well ive writtne like a novel here so im gonna go. later.

"can we take a ride, get outta this place while we still have time"

-Del

the presents just a pleasant interruption to the past

2005-03-11T00:36:07Z

well lets see....in the past lets say couple of weeks ive learned lots of shit. most important being you can not count on anybody. no matter who the are and how much shit they tell you to believe you can count on them. NOBODY. maybe im being a litte waht do they say pessimistic or something like that but thats just how its been feeling recently. people can seriously piss you off sometimes no matter how fucking close you are with them. they can just piss you the fuck off. well today i went to school. but i started feeling a bit sick and light headed in the middle of my final chemisty unit test in science and i suffered through music and then went to my aunts house at lunch and she let me stay home all afternoon so no geo and no pool so that was cool. i really didnt wanna see anyone at that fucking place they call a school today anyways and i really wasnt in the mood to talk and/or be around a few certain people. the last few days ive been in a bad mood and im not sure why. just plain angry. at everyone. sometimes you just have to wonder if there is a point to all this shit people live through/put up with every single fucking day.....i think for the whole march break im not gonna do antying at all....go and see nobody and just sit there and take a break. a well needed break. cuz right now i dont wanna say or do anything to people that over react and are annoying me right now that i might regret later. so....well i think thats all i have to say now. i better get going...still gotta shower cuz im going back to school tomorrow cause i have bunches of stuff i gotta pick up before the break...tomorrow last day. finally. bye. sorry for such a grumpy, compaining and somewhat selfish message.

"My hearts beating out of my chest, this towns still making me sick"

-Del

THE DUNGEON

2005-03-02T01:15:31Z

well this weekend was ok. on friday I went to teh dungeon which was really cool and there was a very attractive boy. <3 the boy with dreads. me and katie somehow ended up leaving and walking down the street and eating pizza with that homeless man where we got sick like usual. what else do you expect? march break is coming up [love that ]. Gym has been weird lately. were doing badminton and its just really.....odd. but its ok i guess. i never knew laura and alyssa took that stuff seriously! saturday...cant remember. how great. sunday was best spent on the computer (heart). ummmm yes i believe that is everything. taking back sunday show is in like almost a month and i cant wait. just cant. manda e-mailed about some party she wants to have and im thinking it might be an ok idea and give me something good to look forward to over march break besides the SLEEPING IN. well i think thats all for now so i better get going and do that Geo homework. I got a 94% on my test! i was so surprised. ya. thats cool. uh ok bye.

"I'm about to see a million things I thought I'd never see before and I'm about to do all the things I dreamed of and I dont even miss you at all."

-Del